Evoking emotions

I can’t write. Creatively. Short stories. Poems. 

Friday’s the deadline and I’m still stuck with a blank page. 

Blinking insertion bar is impatient. It wants me to write something. Blinking insertion bar doesn’t understand that I don’t have any inspiration YET. 

Blinking insertion bar is impatient. It is very thirsty for words. Just words. It does not care whether it is meaningful or less. Just as long as it does its duty. 

I am lost in thought. Haven;t studied my notes. Inspiration is nowhere to be found, even in the pictures of my handsome crush although he’s becoming popular na. :( Sad, because many will also develop a crush for him and I’m a conceited person! Haha. But as of this moment, crazy infatuation is dying. 

Maybe I should write my last “Dear Crush” letter to him. And submit that as my piece for the writer’s guild. 

And that, before first sem ends, Eng101 prof. will hopefully tell me not to attend his class (because he will exempt me like yeah!)and write for UNIVERSITAS (school’s official mag) and let me participate in contests and….

Sorry for all of this. But I think you’d understand how I feel. You’re just centimeters away from being a better you and of course, you wanna show the whole world. 

No, writing to crush? Dying infatuation does not lead to any evoking of emotions. 

GAHHH>